Wow... it's been awhile. First half of this semester, my GPA was a 4.1429 ... however, I'm not sure I'll be able to make it this last half XP. I broke up with my "boyfriend" because he is a liar, and it kills me that he doesn't think I'm worth trusting, even though I've done everything within my power for him... but that's okay; if he doesn't want this, he can't have it! It just sucks to know that you love someone and they don't love you as much back... but that's life. So for now, I'm staying single, that way I can improve myself... if there's anything to improve just kidding you guys. XD
Stress seems to be a major part of my life now with 5 Advanced Placement classes, a.k.a. college level. My hair is shedding like crazy; more than it normally does. I haven't lost weight, but I have maintained (meaning I didn't gain any, thank you Lord). I don't get near enough sleep as I should, and I'm trying to be good at everything, for mi madre, but it seems impossible so far... XP
I tried going back to church... I tried three Sundays in a row, and it's not working. I had a bad experience when I was at church when I was six, and I still feel uncomfortable at church; not to mention it takes time away from doing my homework correctly.
I need to start making Christmas presents for my friends, and a few get birthday presents too; so I need to get on that as soon as I have time. (I like to take my time and put effort into my gifts )
I have a test in Chemistry on Monday that is worth SIXTY PERCENT of my grade for the nine weeks XP... I'm gonna die taking that test...
My class ring will be coming in soon (I hope), and I cannot WAIT to wear it!! XD It has a French horn on one side that has my first name, a paw print on the other side with my graduation year, and on the inside, it has an ingraving with my full name. XD I'm SERIOUSLY excited!! UGH, I can't WAIT!!! ^.^
So far I've been relying on friend support to keep my head above the water's surface... I feel like I'm gonna sink to the bottom. I just hope that Christmas break and Thanksgiving break will help me feel better about my whole situation... hence HOPE. My life has turned upside-down, and I'm trying SO hard to make the best out of it.
I hope all of my friends are doing alright, and I wish everyone a happy lifestyle with many blessings and loads of love. Without love, we wouldn't survive as unique individuals. As the King of Pop used to say: "Keep the Faith."